To read the texts click on the texts: Jer 20:7-9;1 Cor 10:31-11:1; Lk 14:25-33
If
St. Francis Xavier is known as “A Saint in a hurry” and one who wanted to set
the world on fire with the love of God, St. Ignatius of Loyola may be seen as
the one who sparked in Francis Xavier that flame and caused that hurry. In more
ways than one Ignatius influenced the life of Francis Xavier and numerous
Jesuits after him to make a difference in the world, to be that “fire that
kindles other fires.”
While
the conversion of Ignatius from soldier to saint has been attributed largely to
the profound experience when lying in his convalescent bed after the canon ball
struck his leg and injured it, there are other experiences that Ignatius had
after his convalescence that are also important and which set the tone for this
transformation.
Three
of these experiences may be highlighted. The first of these was the experience
in a cave in the city of Manresa. In a monastery in Manresa, he practised the
most rigorous asceticism with frequent confessions and masses and the
performance of the most disagreeable and menial tasks. It was here that the
phrase “Quid hoc ad aeternitatem”, which asks "How does this compare to
eternity?" led to experience of the discernment of spirits. Ignatius experienced
here a conversion from aggressiveness to assertiveness and from impulsiveness
to discernment. This experience also led to the transformation of the recluse
and ascetic into an apostle and missionary.
It was in Manresa that he produced the now famous “Spiritual Exercises”
which were to exert a potent influence on numerous people all over the world
and which continues to inspire and influence people even today.
The
second experience that Ignatius had was on the banks of the river Cardoner.
Here he had a vision which is regarded as the most significant in his life. The
vision was more of a kind of enlightenment, about which he later said that he
learned more on that one occasion than he did in the rest of his life. Ignatius
never revealed exactly what the vision was, but it seems to have been an
encounter with God as God really is so that he was able to see all of creation
in a new light. It acquired a new meaning and relevance which translated into
an experience that enabled Ignatius to find God in all things and all things in
God.
What
God impressed upon his heart and mind we do not know, but God branded him as if
with a red-hot iron, because after even these visions had ceased, their effects
lasted. The vision strengthened him so much and gave him such conviction that
he would later say that even if there were no scriptures to teach us in matters
of faith, he would be resolved to die for his faith because of what he had
seen. This clarity was so great that in the whole course in his life, that he would
often say that even if he were to gather all the help he had received from God
and all the many things he knew, and added them altogether, he does not think
that they would equal what he received at that one time. And thus, his
understanding became enlightened in so great a manner that it seemed to him
that he was a different man and that he had a different intellect from the one
he had had before.
The
third experience that led to the deep transformation was at La Storta. Here he
seemed to see the Eternal Father associating him with Jesus, who spoke the
words: Ego vobis Romaepropitiusero (“I will be favourable to you in Rome”).
Though many interpreted this promise to mean the subsequent success of the
Society of Jesus in Rome, Ignatius' own interpretation was characteristic:
"I do not know whether we shall be crucified in Rome; but Jesus will be
propitious."
What
is the significance of these experiences for us today?
The
experience of Manresa points to the fact that the world in which we live is
temporary and passing. This is precisely why we must live each day as if it
were our last. In doing so we must avoid giving into the negative which has the
tendency to drag us down and look at every person, thing and situation as
positively as we can. We must realize that “there is nothing in all creation
that is only profane for those who know how to look”. (Teilhard de Chardin)
From
the Cardoner experience we learn that God is present in each and every
situation and at each and every moment of our lives. This presence is not a
hidden presence but a very visible presence if only we open our eyes and hearts
to see. This experience also invites us to look at the newness that each day
brings and to impress on us that the past is over and gone and cannot be changed.
All the wrongs have been forgotten and erased and we must start anew and
afresh.
Finally
the constant presence of God in the world and in our lives does not mean that
things will go the way we want them to go. As a matter of fact though Ignatius
heard that Jesus would be favourable to him in Rome, he had most of his
problems in Rome. The point, however, is that despite these numerous problems
Ignatius continued to believe that God was working in his life. Thus even when
all our plans go awry and we find it difficult to find the hand of God or feel
God’s presence, the fact of the matter is that God is always there.
The
Gospel text for the feast is from Jesus’ words to the crowds that accompany him
on his journey. They set forth three conditions of discipleship, uncompromising
demands made of those who would follow him: the willingness to leave family
ties, the willingness to face radical self-denial, and the willingness to give
up one’s material possessions. In addition, he casts these conditions of discipleship
in a demand for serious consideration and no-nonsense, prior deliberation about
the costs of such following. The engagement is not to be undertaken lightly.
The
first condition (v. 26) calls for a willingness to put parents, family,
relatives, even one’s own life, in subordination to discipleship. In effect, it
asks the Christian disciple how much he/she esteems Jesus to whom allegiance is
being given. All human and natural relations must be set behind the connection
with Jesus.
The
second condition (v. 27) calls for the disciple to carry his/her cross and walk
behind Jesus. The Lucan Jesus here makes it one of the three conditions. In its
own way it clarifies Luke’s addition to the first condition, the hating of
one’s “own life,” for it may even lead to a destiny similar to that which Jesus
will face. The carrying of one’s cross without regarding it as a burden is
possible only if the first condition is met. A person who regards him/herself
as nothing is the one who will be able to persevere in carrying the cross.
The
third condition (v. 33) calls for a radical renunciation of all one’s material
possessions. It needs no explanation, but one should recall the Lucan theme
into which it fits.
The
seriousness demanded by the three conditions is then presented in the twin
parables (vv. 28–32) that follow. Jesus counsels his followers not to decide on
discipleship without advance, mature self-probing. One must consider not only
the demands to be made but also the consequences of what may only be begun and
be left half-done because of a lack of follow-through and perseverance.
Ridicule or surrender to unconditional terms should deter one from rash and
unreflective decisions.
In
these parables Jesus counsels the disciple to consider seriously what forces
and resources the would-be disciple has. But the added condition in 14:33
counsels renunciation of all the material possessions that one has.
Ignatius
clearly lived out the demands made by the Lucan Jesus in these verses. Once he
had decided to follow Jesus, he was willing to give up everything and
persevere. He had found the pearl of great price and was willing to go to any
lengths to acquire it.
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