A JESUIT'S BLOG
Tuesday, 31 March 2026
Wednesday, April 1, 2026 - Do you often blame God and others when things do not go the way you want them to go? Will you grow up and accept responsibility for your actions today? Do you often play “the blame game”? Do you not realize that when you point one finger at someone there are three pointing back at you?
To read the texts click on the texts: Isa 50:4-9; Mt 26:14-25
The
text on the day before Maundy Thursday invites us to reflect on the initiative
taken by Judas in going to the chief priests and agreeing to betray Jesus, the
preparation for the Passover and the prediction of Judas’ betrayal.
Matthew’s
reason for the betrayal by Judas is greed. Judas wants something if he agrees
to betray Jesus and agrees to the thirty pieces of silver offered to him, a
detail mentioned only by Matthew. Unlike in Mark where the money is promised,
in Matthew Judas is paid on the spot. Some see the reference to the thirty
silver pieces as taken by Matthew from Zech 11:12-13 in which there is an
obscure reference to the wages of a shepherd, who puts money back into the
treasury. In Exod 21:32 thirty silver pieces is the price of an injured slave.
According
to Exod 12:1-20, the Passover lambs were to be killed on the afternoon of the
14th of Nisan, and the festival itself began with the ritual meal on the
evening that began the 15th of Nisan. The Festival of Unleavened Bread began on
the 15th and continued for seven days, during which no leaven should be found
in the house. By the first century, the two festivals had merged and their
names were used interchangeably. In addition, the pious practice of removing
leaven one day early, the 14th, had become common.
Preparation
for the Passover involved (1) locating an appropriate place within the city
walls of Jerusalem, the only legitimate location for eating the Passover meal;
(2) searching the room for leaven and removing any items that might contain
yeast (bread crumbs, etc.); (3) obtaining a lamb and having it ritually
slaughtered by the priests in the Temple; (4) roasting the lamb and preparing
it with the other necessary items for the meal in the place previously arranged.
While it is important to Matthew for theological reasons that the last supper
was a Passover, he narrates none of the details associated with the Passover
meal and ritual, concentrating his interest on the meal of the new covenant to
be celebrated.
While
Judas’ question to the chief priests focuses on himself and what he can gain,
the disciples question to Jesus focuses on Jesus and what he wants them to do.
After
Jesus takes his place at the table, he announces the fact of his betrayal by
one of the Twelve. This announcement leads to distress on the part of the
disciples. Each asks in turn whether he is the one. Jesus responds by
indicating that one of those who eat with him will betray him, but does not
explicitly identify Judas. Judas’ question is left till after Jesus’ response.
The
dialectic of divine sovereignty and human responsibility in the passion is
brought out strongly in Jesus’ comment that it would be better for the betrayer
if he had not been born. Jesus is fully aware of who it is that will betray
him. God is not taken by surprise in the betrayal that leads to crucifixion; it
goes according to the divine plan expressed in Scripture. But this does not
relieve the burden of human responsibility. God is fully sovereign, humanity is
fully responsible.
Judas
who is in the process of betraying Jesus asks if he is the one. Unlike the
other disciples who address Jesus as Lord, Judas addresses him as Rabbi
indicating that he is not an insider but an outsider. Jesus’ response “You said
it” is a clear affirmation that Judas is indeed the one.
There
are some, who because they find it easier, prefer to lay the blame at God’s
door for their “misfortune”. These are people who have not yet grown up. If
children blame others for the mistakes they make or refuse to accept
responsibility it can be understood, but when adults do that it is a sign of
not having grown up. While it is true that God remains sovereign, it is also
true that we as humans have total freedom and thus must accept responsibility
for our actions. We are always free to act as we see fit, but we must also
realize that our every action has consequences which we must be willing to
accept.
Monday, 30 March 2026
Tuesday, March 31, 2026 - When things do not go the way you plan do you throw in the towel too quickly? Has your arrogance sometimes led to your downfall?
To read the texts click on the texts: Isa 49:1-6; Jn13:21-33, 36-38
The
text of today begins after the action of the washing of the feet of his
disciples by Jesus and the words that he speaks explaining the meaning of the
event. Thus this text must be read with that background in view.
It
begins by an announcement of the betrayal in the context of Jesus’ emotional
distress. This announcement is greeted with confusion on the part of the
disciples. This confusion is an indication that betrayal can lie in the heart
of any disciple and that no one is really exempt or can take for granted his/
her fidelity. This confusion leads to questioning on the part of the disciples.
Each wants to know who Jesus meant. “The disciple whom Jesus loved” is
introduced for the first time in the Gospel and plays a prominent role from now
on. The fact that the disciple is not named points to the fact that it is not
so much the person, but his relationship to Jesus that defines and determines
who he is. Like the Son who is in the bosom of the Father (1:18) so this
disciple reclines in the bosom of Jesus. Prompted by Simon Peter’s nod, the
beloved disciple asks Jesus who the betrayer is. Through the gesture of giving
the morsel to Judas and his words, the contrast between the intimacy of the
meal on the one hand and the betrayal by Judas on the other is brought into
sharp relief. Even as he is offered a sign of friendship, intimacy and
fidelity, Judas chooses distance, betrayal and infidelity. Though Jesus “knows”
who will betray him, he still reaches out in love and friendship.
The
mention of Satan entering Jesus indicates that the real battle is not between
Jesus and Judas but between Jesus and the powers’ of evil, between light and
darkness, and between falsehood and truth. Jesus is willing to face head on and
immediately the powers’ of evil and so instructs Judas to act quickly. Jesus
alone understands the significance of the hour. The disciples remain ignorant
and even misunderstand. That Judas leaves immediately is an indication that his
commands are followed even as he is going to be betrayed. Jesus remains in
control of all the events of his “hour”. The phrase “and it was night” can mean
on the surface level a chronological notation. However, it has a much deeper
meaning in John. On the deeper level it means that Judas has cut himself off
from Jesus who alone is the light and also that he has sided with the darkness
which tries to overcome the light.
The
verses which follow and complete the reading of today can either be seen as a
conclusion to the previous episodes of the washing of the feet and the
prediction of the betrayal or as an introduction to the Farewell Discourse.
They speak of the glorification of Jesus as Son of Man and also of the
glorification of the Father. While it is true that the mutual glorification
began when the father was manifested through the Son at the incarnation and
continued in the words and works of Jesus, it will be completed and reach its
fulfillment in the death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus to the Father.
This final departure from the world and return to the Father is here seen as a
seal of the disciples’ new relationship with God, with him and with one
another. Jesus responds to Simon Peter’s question about his final destination
by predicting Peter’s denial of him. Though Peter protests by offering his life
to Jesus in keeping with the command to lay down one’s life for one’s friend,
he speaks more from a misplaced enthusiasm than from the reality of the
situation. When confronted with reality, Peter will in fact deny Jesus three
times.
There
are numerous times in our lives when things do not go the way we plan. It is as
times like these that we tempted to throw in the towel like Judas and Peter
did. However, the challenge is that even at times like these to continue to
trust and believe that even though we may not fully understand why things
happen the way they do, that God is still in control and will never let anything
happen to is that is not for our good and for his glory.
Remaining
with Jesus, following his commands and living the life that he demands is thus
not an easy task. The numerous laws, rules and regulations of the Jews have
been summarized into one command which is to love God by loving neighbour. This
reduction of the numerous into one does not mean that the one is easier; it
means that the focus has changed from external observance to internal
disposition and from personal achievement to grace. That grace is at the heart
of the command is made evident in the cases of Judas and Peter who both fail in
keeping it. While Judas’ betrayal may be seen as a dramatic and extreme case of
refusing to remain with Jesus and follow his commands, the denials by Peter
indicate that every disciple is at risk of failure if he/ she depends on
his/her own strength and not enough on the Lord.
Sunday, 29 March 2026
Monday, March 30, 2026 - How will you make the unconditional love of Jesus tangible for at least one person today? Will you respond to the unconditional love of God like Mary or like Judas?
To read the texts click on the texts: Isa 42:1-7; Jn12:1-11
The
story of the anointing of Jesus is found in all four Gospels. Yet, the manner
of the anointing, the reason for the anointing and the anointing on the head as
mentioned by Mark and Matthew and the feet as mentioned by Luke and John
indicate that each evangelist interprets the anointing differently. While in
Mark and Matthew the anointing is as a preparation for the burial of Jesus’
body and is thus just before the Passion, in Luke the anointing of the feet of
Jesus by a sinful woman is an explication of her love and respect for Jesus and
his love for her shown in the forgiveness of her sins. The woman is named only
in the Gospel of John and is not Mary Magdalene. In John, she is Mary, the
sister of Lazarus. Though it is not the head but the feet of Jesus which Mary
anoints, the focus of the anointing here is the “hour” of Jesus. The dinner
that Jesus is attending here is an anticipation of the last dinner that he will
have with his disciples soon.
The
story begins with the dinner given for Jesus by Lazarus and his sisters Martha
and Mary. The anointing by Mary is narrated immediately after this. Though Mark
also points to the quality of the ointment, only John mentions the quantity. By
wiping the feet of Jesus with her hair, Mary anticipates the wiping of the
disciples’ feet by Jesus at the last supper. The anointing here therefore
points to the washing and wiping of the feet of the disciples by Jesus. The
protest about the extravagance of the gesture is voiced in John by Judas alone.
This is already an anticipation of the betrayer’s role that Judas will play
later in the garden. The protest of Judas is not genuine, because his concern
stems from his own desire to steal. Jesus’ response to Judas is to point to the
revelatory significance of Mary’s act. It is an anticipation of the final
anointing after the death of Jesus and thus confirms that it will take place.
Jesus also reminds his disciples of the limited time before his “hour” and
invites them to recognize it like Mary did. They need to respond like her.
Since
many of the Jews were going to Jesus and began to believe in him, the chief
priests make plans to kill Jesus. They also plan to kill Lazarus so as not to
leave any trace of the miraculous powers of Jesus and also to stop people from
believing in him.
The
contrast between the insight of Mary and the blindness of Judas is brought out
powerfully in this story. She recognizes who Jesus is and the fate that awaits
him and so acts accordingly. Judas on the other hand has closed himself to the
revelation of God in Jesus and thus can only act to suit his selfish interests.
The anointing of the feet by Mary and the wiping them with her hair is also an
indication of the action of a true disciple of Jesus. She anticipates what her
master and Lord will do and does it. She does not need to be taught it like the
other disciples at the last supper. She has learnt it by observing the actions
of the Lord. Judas on the other has shown that he is not a true disciple
because he is able to see only the negative in the loving action of service and
reaching out. His only response is therefore to protest.
The
love command was not only spoken of by Jesus but lived out by him throughout
his life. The best manner in which that love command was manifested was not
only in the washing of the feet of his disciples, but in the spreading out of
his arms in total surrender and unconditional love. This is the love to which
we as disciples are challenged today. We can decide to respond like Mary
because we are convinced and have experienced the unconditional love of God
ourselves, or we can be like Judas who focus on our own selfish interests and
so miss out on the beauty and reality of unconditional love.
Saturday, 28 March 2026
Sunday, March 29, 2026 - Passion/Palm Sunday - Even as we wave Palm branches, we shout Crucify him!!
To read the texts click on the texts: Isa 50:4-7; Phil 2:6-11; Mt 26:14 - 27:66
In
the past, the fifth Sunday of Lent (the Sunday before Palm Sunday) was known as
Passion Sunday. However, following Vatican II, the sixth Sunday of Lent was
officially re-named Passion Sunday. This Sunday is also called Palm Sunday,
since palm branches are still distributed but the focus is on the betrayal,
arrest, suffering and crucifixion of Jesus rather than on his triumphal entry
into Jerusalem just before his death. Passion/Palm Sunday is the start of Holy
Week in which the Church commemorates the Last Supper and the first Eucharist
on Holy Thursday and Christ's death on Good Friday. What Jesus experiences for
us is a manifestation of God's overwhelming love for each one of us. Further,
by our identifying ourselves with the 'mystery' of Jesus' suffering, death and
resurrection we ourselves experience a great liberation, a ‘Passover' from
various forms of sin and enslavement to a life of joy and freedom.
Today's
liturgy combines both a sense of “triumph” and “tragedy”. At the beginning, we
commemorate the triumph of Christ our King. This is done through the blessing
of palms, the procession and the singing. In the liturgy of the word, we hear
the story of the sufferings and indignities to which Jesus was subjected.
However, we keep in mind that even in this “tragedy” there is “triumph”. Even
in his Passion the Palms continue to be present. This is because Christ came
for precisely this purpose, to save in and through his death.
The
first reading for the liturgy of the Eucharist is from the prophet Isaiah. The
part of Isaiah written in exile (Chapters 40-55) contains four servant songs,
sections that interrupt the flow of the book but have a unity within themselves.
The first (42:1-7) which begins “Here is my servant, whom I uphold, my chosen
...”; introduces the suffering servant of Yahweh, in the second (49:1-7) the
servant, abused and humiliated, is commissioned anew; in the third (our first
reading) he is disciplined and strengthened by suffering; and in the fourth
that will be read on Good Friday (52:17-53:12), even the Gentiles are in
awesome contemplation before the suffering and rejected servant. In late
Judaism, the suffering servant of Yahweh was seen as the perfect Israelite, one
of supreme holiness, a messiah. In the gospels, Jesus identifies himself with
and is identified as the servant, the one who frees all people. He will accept
like the servant of Isaiah without rebellion and in total obedience God’s will
for him. Even in his suffering and ignominy, he is confident that God will
vindicate him.
This
vindication and exaltation forms the last part of the kenosis hymn of Paul. The
hymn summarizes the whole of salvation history succinctly. It begins with the
pre existence of Christ, moves on to the incarnation and mission and then
narrates his passion and death on the cross before speaking of his resurrection
and exaltation. However, there is no room for any kind of triumphalism here!
There is no room for a feel-good religion that does not take its servant role
seriously. There is no room for a victory that does not first know the
"fellowship of His sufferings" on behalf of others; no room for piety
that does not pour out, yes, even totally empty, itself for the interests of
others.
Dietrich
Bonhoeffer, the German theologian who poured out his own life at the hands of
the Nazis because he refused to allow the church to be the tool of oppression,
wrote: “The church is the church only when it exists for others. . . . The
church must share in the secular problems of ordinary human life, not
dominating, but helping and serving. . . . It must not underestimate the
importance of human example which has its origin in the humanity of Jesus.”
We
who profess holiness need the unity of mind and purpose to which Paul is
calling the Philippians. We need to see ourselves in terms of our obligations
to the community of those "in Christ" of which we claim to be a part.
Maybe we need to see ourselves less in terms of "those who never sin"
and more in terms of "those who serve”. Maybe we need to see ourselves in
terms of the Servant-Christ, the "man for others" who bends himself
to struggle for the wholeness and healing of a wounded world. Maybe we need to
reexamine our own value structures that have been so subtly shaped by the
success-oriented society around us. We need to see if we are acting in a manner
worthy of the heavenly citizenship we claim. For Paul, to claim that
citizenship meant to have a mind-set different from others. It meant a
commitment to servanthood, a life poured out in service to others, totally
emptied of self.
The
passion story as told by Matthew arrests us because in it we find God coming to
us in utter vulnerability. The Father seems absent and silent. He does not act
in might, power and vengeance to stop sinful people from doing their worst to
Jesus his Son. It looks as if the Father has abandoned his own beloved Son. Why
doesn't he do something? Where is God when a righteous Son is gasping for air
on a Roman cross? Why is he silent? Why does he not send ten thousand angels
and save his son? God remains silent until the fury of human defiance and sin
carries out to the fullest extent its gruesome imaginations. When the life of
the Son of God is snuffed out, it is then that God speaks. He speaks loud and
clear. He speaks not in vengeance, counter-attack and destruction. God does not
kill Pilate, the Roman soldiers, the high priests and the passers-by. Instead,
he splits a curtain and makes himself open and available by abandoning the
temple and teaching through this sign that true worship is now no longer in the
Temple or sanctuary, but on the cross. It is at that point that the Roman
soldiers realize how pitiful and puny they are and all their bravado melts and
the Centurion proclaims, "Truly this man was God’s Son!" God acts in
strange ways.
Jesus
"emptied himself" totally and in so doing became filled with the
Spirit of his Father. He clung to nothing; he let go of everything. Do we have
the courage to do likewise?
Friday, 27 March 2026
Saturday, March 28, 2026 - Impatience is trying to go faster than the Holy Spirit. Are you by nature impatient?
To read the texts click on the texts: Ezek 37:21-28; Jn 11:45-56
The
first two verses of today can be seen as the conclusion of the miracle story of
the raising of Lazarus. While some of those who witnessed the miracle respond
positively, others do not. However, the number of those who believe is more
than that of those who do not as is evident in the use of “many” for those who
believed and “some” for those who did not. The chief priests and Pharisees
respond to the information they receive about the miracle by calling a meeting
during which they discuss the fate of Jesus. Their main concern seems to be
their own loss of power. They do not seem really interested in the destruction
of the temple or even Jerusalem but with the effect that Jesus’ popularity will
have on their own selfish interests.
Caiaphas
who was high priest speaks on behalf of all of them. Even as he wants Jesus to
die so that greater trouble can be avoided, he is in fact unknowingly
prophesying about the true meaning of the death of Jesus. Though his sole aim
is political expediency, he is collaborating in God’s plan of salvation for the
whole of the human race. He uses his power to suppress God’s word but in effect
witnesses to him. In his death Jesus would gather together all the scattered
people of God to bring them to a union and unity never witnessed before.
Jesus
retreats to Ephraim after the Sanhedrin’s decision. This retreat, however, is
not to escape death but to control its time. Jesus will not go to his death
until his hour arrives. It is God who decides that hour and no amount of human
plotting or planning can hasten its arrival.
Even as the Passover draws near, questions remain about whether Jesus will come to the feast or not. It is not clear whether those who are looking for him have a positive or malicious intent. The question, however, reinforces the idea that Jesus acts not according to the will of human beings but of God and if God so ordains then no matter what the threat or consequence, Jesus will do what is required.
God’s
ways are not our ways. As high as the heavens are from the earth so are God’s
ways different from ours. It is not always possible to accept this simple truth
and there are times when we try to go faster than the Holy Spirit because of
our impatience. We are reminded as we reflect on today’s readings that there
will be numerous times when we will knowingly or unknowingly try to upset the plans
of God because they do not fit in with what we think is good for us. At times
like these we too behave like the adversaries of Jesus. We have to realize that
no matter how much we try we will never be able to upset God’s will for the
world though it might seem sometimes that we have and can. When we witness evil
overpowering good, selfishness dominating selflessness or fear overtaking love,
then it might seem that we have done so. However, these “victories’ are only
temporary as was the victory of the ones who crucified Jesus on the cross. In
the final race it is always God who wins, it is always selflessness that come
first and it is always love that will overcome.