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Monday, 20 April 2026
Tuesday, April 21, 2026 - Will you dare to become bread for at least one person today?
To read the texts click on the texts: Acts 7:51-8:1; Jn 6:30-35
The
invitation that Jesus issues to the crowd, to believe in him who was sent by
God, results in the crowd asking for a sign. This demand is a clear indication
that they have not grasped the meaning of Jesus’ words. They have been fed at
the miraculous feeding but were not able to see it for the sign that it was
meant to be. The crowd goes further in this demand by looking back at what
happened in the desert during the Exodus and how their ancestors were fed. This
seems strange, and even absurd, because they have been fed even more abundantly
than their ancestors. This also points to how ignorant and even closed the
crowd is to the revelation that Jesus continues to make.
Jesus
does not remind them that he had already given them bread, but first corrects
their misunderstanding. It was not Moses who gave their ancestors bread but his
Father. This bread is not merely bread that was given in the past but it
continues to be given in the present. It, and not the manna, is the true bread
from heaven. It is true bread because it gives life to all who eat it.
Like
Nicodemus and the Samaritan woman before them, the crowd does not fully
understand what Jesus is really offering and so, make a request for this bread.
They are convinced that this bread is better than the bread their ancestors
ate, but do not understand how or why. Jesus is available to them and yet, they
cannot see. He gives the bread once for all and, in doing so, gives the bread
always. This is why Jesus can assert that He is the bread of life. This is the
first time in the Gospel of John that the “I am’ saying is followed by a
predicate nominative “the bread of life”. John’s Gospel often uses this
distinctive way of revealing who Jesus is. The symbols that are used by Jesus
in these sayings come from human and Near Eastern religious experience. The use
of these common, everyday symbols results in conveying to all who will hear
that Jesus can satisfy both the base and higher needs of people everywhere.
These symbols indicate that the mystery of Jesus cannot be captured by any one
symbol and that Jesus cannot be put into a well-defined category.
The
saying also contains an invitation to come to him and be sated. Though, on the
one hand, the invitation refers to a physical eating and drinking and so
satisfying human hunger and thirst, on a deeper level, the invitation is to
listen to Jesus’ teaching and see in him the revelation of God and so, the
fulfilment of all human needs.
Bread
is the staple of many people all over the world and is used to represent the
basic needs of people. By use of this symbol, Jesus reveals that his mission is
to be available to all and for all. He does not belong exclusively to any one
group and no group can ever capture him fully. He is available to all who are
open to the revelation that he continues to make. The primary form that this
revelation will always take is the form of love.
Sunday, 19 April 2026
Monday, April 20, 2026 - Will you express your faith in Jesus through one loving action today?
To read the texts click on the texts: Acts 6:8-15; Jn 6:22-29
The
first three verses of today’s text, which appear immediately after the miracle
of walking on the water, serve as transition verses for the dialogue with the
people and the discourse on the bread of life that follow. They also serve to
bring the crowd, which had eaten at the miraculous feeding of the five
thousand, back into the story and so, link Jesus’ words that follow with the
feeding miracle and the miracle of walking on the water.
Since
the crowd has not been privy to the miracle of Jesus walking on the water, they
wonder how he got to the other side. Jesus does not answer their question but
draws attention to their reason for seeking him. Though they have seen the sign
that Jesus gave at the miraculous feeding, they were not able to perceive it because
their attention was directed to the earthly and temporary, not to the heavenly
and permanent. Even as they seek him for temporary food, Jesus invites them to
a higher seeking. He asks them to seek for the food that only he can give, the
food that endures forever. Jesus is competent to give this food because the
Father himself has approved and set his seal on Jesus. In response to Jesus’
statement to not work for food that perishes, the crowd interprets the word
“work” to mean certain actions that they must perform to acquire this food.
Jesus corrects this misunderstanding by explaining what is meant by “work”.
They must believe in Jesus who has been sent by God.
Believing
in Jesus does not only mean a verbal profession of faith. In the Gospel of
John, the term believing is, most often, used to describe faith that shows
itself in action. This is why believing is akin to work. Jesus does not provide
merely physical nourishment, but also nourishment of the mind, heart, and
spirit. To know and believe in Jesus is to be sated in every aspect of life. It
is to never lack or want anything, because all things are provided in him.
Saturday, 18 April 2026
Sunday, April 19, 2026 - Emmaus is where the Lord meets us
To read the texts click on the texts: Acts 2:14, 22-23; 1 Pt 1:17-21; Lk 24:13-35
Doubt
and disillusionment, discouragement and despair, dread and fear are emotions
that are common to all of us at some point or other in our lives. When we are
confronted with the death of a loved one or loss of a job, or a
life-threatening illness, we are thrown into a tailspin and our hearts can be
filled with anxiety and fear. We think that things will never be right again.
Especially
in the middle of the night, things seem at their very worst. We find it hard to
hope, and all that we have learned about God’s saving grace is nowhere to be
found. If ever we knew how to call upon God, it is now only a distant memory
from a better and happier time; and even when we need God the most, we turn our
backs on God and walk away.
The
story of the two disciples on the road to Emmaus is a story which addresses
precisely these negative emotions. It is regarded as one of the most beautiful
of the Resurrection appearance stories in the New Testament. The text states
that the village is about 60 stadia from Jerusalem, which is about seven miles
or a little more than eleven kilometers. Though Luke does not tell us why the
two disciples are going there, it seems very likely they are going away from
the mission which was to begin in Jerusalem. They had experienced the death of
Jesus in Jerusalem and with no hope of the resurrection they were on the verge
of giving up and giving in. They are sad and gloomy. They had hoped but now
their hopes are dashed. They are puzzled by the resurrection appearance
reports. So they started out, the two of them, talking as they went, and going
over and over the same ground, as if saying it one more time would change
everything. Don’t we all do that? If we have lost something, don’t we keep
revisiting the same spot, thinking that if we go there often enough; the lost
item will miraculously appear?
Emmaus
therefore represents defeat. It is a place to which many of us go in order to
escape from the harsh realities of the world. So, apart from a geographical
location, Emmaus can also mean a state of mind, a way of proceeding or even an
attitude. Emmaus is whatever we do or wherever we go to make ourselves forget
that reality is too difficult for us to handle. It is the tendency to run away,
because nothing seems to be going the way we expect it to go. We can do this by
using defense mechanisms like denial, displacement, regression or repression or
sometimes external stimulants like alcohol and drugs. However, as the two
disciples experienced, this is where Jesus meets us. He comes to us at those moments
when we least expect him. Even in the midst of our despair and negativity, he
continues to walk with us and show us the right path.
He
does this in two ways. First he opens their minds to understand the scriptures
which were fulfilled in their totality not only in the death of Jesus but also
and more importantly in his resurrection and ascension, Second, he makes as if
to carry on his journey because he does not want to impose himself on them –
something which the Lord will never do with anyone (Rev 3:20). But they invite
him to stay and eat with them. Though it seems at first glance that they want
Jesus to stay with them because “it is toward evening and the day is now far
spent”, the real reason for the invitation is the impact of his concern and conversation.
He accepts their invitation. Even as he takes bread, blesses and breaks it and
gives it to them, they come to knowledge from ignorance, to insight from
blindness and to recognition from a blurred vision.
Once
this happens, however, Jesus disappears from their sight, since his presence is
no longer required. They have understood, they have believed, they are willing
to move from despair to hope. This is why immediately they set off to return to
Jerusalem and to hope. We too can meet the risen Lord through the Scriptures as
read and explained in the celebration of the reality (and not just the ritual)
of the Eucharist.
One
of the most wonderful things to come out of the resurrection is that we learn
this about Jesus: no matter how bad things become for us, no matter where we go
to hide ourselves from the bitter reality, even if we lose our faith for a
time, he will come to be with us. He will not ask us for explanations. He will
simply meet us as we walk, each of us along our own road to Emmaus.
The
wonderful truth of this story is that God uses everybody to proclaim his
kingdom. Just as he made himself known to the two disciples and then used them
to make his resurrection known to the world, so he does with us.
Friday, 17 April 2026
Saturday, April 18, 2026 - When the road is steep and the going is difficult, will you continue to believe that God walks with you or will you give in to despair? When things do not go the way you want them to, do you believe that God comes to your aid?
To read the texts click on the texts: Acts6:1-7; Jn 6:16-21
Luke
is the only one of the four evangelists who does not narrate the story of Jesus
walking on the water. In Matthew (14:22-32), and Mark (6:45-51), like in John,
the miracle is narrated immediately after the feeding of the five thousand.
John’s account of the miracle is the shortest of the three.
The
story begins by portraying the disciples in a boat moving towards Capernaum.
The statement that “it was now dark” indicates, on the surface level, the time
of the day, but on the deeper level, the absence of Jesus. It is always “dark”
for John when Jesus is absent. The rough sea and the strong wind make rowing
difficult. Suddenly, the disciples see Jesus walking on the water, coming
towards them. In the Old Testament, only God has the power to walk on the
waters (Job 9:8; Isa 43:2), and so, this act on the part of Jesus, already
reveals him as divine. John does not give us the reason why the disciples were
terrified. Matthew (14:26) and Mark (6:49) explain the fear of the disciples by
saying that they thought they saw a g
As
Jesus comes close to the boat, he identifies himself to the disciples with the
divine name, “I Am”. This is the name that God gave to Moses when Moses asked
God for the name that he must give to the Israelites when asked (Exod 3:14). In
addition to identifying himself with the divine name, Jesus says to the
disciples, “Do not be afraid”. These are words of comfort and consolation and,
here also, function to allay the fears of the disciples who are in awe after
witnessing a theophany. Even as the disciples want to take Jesus into the boat,
they realize that they have reached their destination. The presence of Jesus
assures them a safe passage through all the storms.
Thus,
the point of the miracle is not so much to stress the miraculous powers of
Jesus, but to reveal Jesus as God. The glory of God is revealed in Jesus and
here, God is portrayed as a God who is for the disciples and with them in all
their struggles and tribulations. He is a God who comes to the disciples’ aid
when they need him and allays all their fears.
He is a God who will provide a safe passage for them even in the midst
of all the storms they encounter in life.
Life
is composed of ups and downs. It is easy to see God’s hand and his working in
our lives when everything goes as we plan. However, when the going gets tough
and the road is difficult, God seems, to us, to hide himself. It is at times
like these when suddenly, without our knowing how, Jesus comes walking on the
water towards us, allaying our fears and telling us that HE IS. He is God with us and for us, God who walks
with us and ahead of us. He is God who will never let the storms of our lives
overwhelm us. We have only to open our eyes and see, and get rid of the fear
that grips us, because we have a God who himself has gone through the storms of
life. We have a God who, even in the most difficult moments of his life,
continued to believe that the Father was with him. We have a God who has shown us
the meaning of trust, confidence, and courage.
Thursday, 16 April 2026
Friday, April 17, 2026 - Will you like Jesus dare to become bread for at least one person today?
To read the texts click on the texts : Acts 5:34-42; Jn 6:1-15
The
miracle of the feeding of the five thousand ,with five loaves and two fish,
after which 12 baskets are gathered, is the only miracle of Jesus that is
narrated by all the four Gospels (Mt 14:13-21; Mk 6:30-44; Lk 9:10-17). Yet,
there are significant differences in the narrative in the Gospel of John when
compared with the Synoptic Gospels. Only in John are we told that the Passover
was near at hand and that it was a boy from whom the barley loaves were acquired
for the feeding. In John Jesus “gives thanks” over the bread and distributes it
to the people himself. This lends a distinctive Eucharistic touch to the
miracle. In the Synoptic Gospels, Jesus says the “blessing” and gives the bread
to the disciples who distribute it among the people.
When
Jesus sees the large crowd, it is he who initiates the miracle by asking Philip
the question about the possibility of feeding such a large crowd. This
question, however, is asked as a test, which Philip fails. His answer sets
limits on what God can do, much like Nicodemus had done. He asserts the
impossibility of the situation. Andrew seems not as unbelieving as Philip, yet
he, too, thinks that it is impossible to feed so many with the meagre ration
that is at their disposal.
John
does not explain how the miracle occurred, but states succinctly that the crowd
was ordered to sit down and, after Jesus had given thanks over the bread, there
was enough and more for the five thousand. By stating that Jesus gave the bread
to the people himself, John asserts that the gift of food comes from Jesus, who
alone is the bread of life.
Jesus’
words in 6:12, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be
lost”, are unique to the Johannine version of the miracle and make an important
connection between this story and the manna story of Exodus 16. In Exod 16:19,
Moses asked that the people not leave any extra manna around, but the people
disobeyed Moses and the leftover manna “bred worms and became foul” (Exod
16:20). Jesus’ words, in 6:12, seem to caution against a repetition of Exodus
16.
The
people who are fed respond to the miracle only at a surface level. They are
taken up with the sign and base their faith on it. This sign results in their
wanting to make Jesus king. However, Jesus will not trust himself to those who
base their faith in him only in the signs that he works.
To
ask the question - “How did five loaves and two fish suffice to feed five
thousand people? - would be to miss the point. The “how” question cannot be
answered, because none of the evangelists narrate “how” it happened. The
concentration seems to be on Jesus as the bread of life, able to sate the
hunger of all who come to him. The question to Philip, Andrew’s intervention,
Jesus ordering that the people sit down, his “giving thanks” and distributing
the bread to the people himself, are all indications that John focuses on the
preparation for the miracle more than on the miracle itself. The fact that all
five thousand people are satisfied and twelve baskets can be gathered after
they have eaten their fill, points to the abundance of the miracle and Jesus’
free gift of bread and himself. God, in Jesus, will satisfy every kind of
hunger of the people. The hungry and thirsty need not look elsewhere for bread.
They have it in abundance in Jesus.
Many
of us are still searching for meaning in life. The hunger that some of us
experience is not only a physical hunger, but a hunger of mind and heart. We
keep looking to satisfy this hunger and at times, try to do so by using means
that can only satisfy temporarily. No
matter what questions we may have, Jesus continues to be the answer.