To read the texts click on the texts: Isa52:13-53:12; Heb 4:14-16; 5:7-9; Jn 18:1-19:42
All
over the world it is Good Friday, and Good Friday is the day on which we
remember the passion and death of our Lord. The passion and death of our Lord
is an event that is narrated by all the four evangelists – Mk 14:1 - 15:47; Mt
26:1 - 27: 66; Lk 22:1 - 23:56; Jn 18:1 - 19:42. These are the texts in which
we find the passion narrated by the different evangelists and even as you go
through the passion texts, you will realize that while the core of the writing
is the same, there are differences in a few of the events and incidents. And
the reason why there are these differences is because the event goes beyond the
comprehension even of the evangelists. How are we to understand the passion?
I
want to take three aspects of the passion for our reflection. The first of
these is that before the passion proper, the second is when Jesus is in the
throes of the passion, and the third after his death. The event that I was to
focus on before his passion is his prayer at Gethsemane, and I would like you
to read slowly and meditatively Mk 14:32-42 which speaks of this prayer. Jesus
is tense, Jesus is anxious; Jesus is worried like any one of us might be.
Because he knows what is going to come, and he knows what is going to come not
because he can tell the future but because he knows who he is and what he has
done. He knows what is going to come because he has stood up for the truth no
matter the consequences. And yet there is that anxiety, and yet there is that
tension. And the first thing that Jesus does to get rid of the anxiety is, not
to take a pill; it is not to go for a massage, but to go to pray. And to pray
to his Father. The prayer of Jesus in Gethsemane provides for you and me a
lesson on prayer, and the first step is the attitude, the disposition. We are told
that as soon as Jesus reaches Gethsemane after telling his disciples Peter,
James and John to watch with him, he goes to pray and his attitude and
disposition is made clear when he throws himself on the ground. The throwing
himself on the ground conveys an attitude of total surrender to God. Before his
prayer he is very clear that he wants God to take control; that he wants God to
take charge and that he wants God to direct the events of his life. The words
that he uses is in his prayer are simple, are direct, are to the point. There
is no philosophical jargon, there are no theological concepts – it is a prayer
which comes from the heart. And the prayer is unashamedly, unabashedly to ask
first for what he wants “Father, take this cup away from me”. It is difficult
to drink, it is a challenge to drink because Jesus is not a sadist, Jesus does
not want to run to his death, he does not want to die, he is like all of us who
want to continue to live. “Father take this cup away from me”, and yet because
the Father’s will is primary for Jesus, and yet because the Father’s will takes
precedence even over his own life, Jesus adds “Not my will but Yours be done”.
And this is the challenge of prayer. The prayer of Jesus was never unanswered,
the prayer of Jesus was always answered because the prayer of Jesus was always
a prayer in which he asks for what he wanted, but then let the Father do His
will. Is my prayer the prayer like that of Jesus or do I stop with give me,
give me, give me. Can you link and identify your prayer with the prayer of
Jesus? Can you, whenever you make a prayer, whenever you pray to God, ask
unashamedly for what you want and yet add at the end of your prayer “Your will
not mine be done”. And even though Jesus receives no support from his companions
because they are asleep, even though Jesus receives no response from the Father
because the Father is silent, he gets up strengthened in his prayer as is
evident from the fact that he makes no move to stop the fight in the garden, he
makes no move to respond to Judas, he only says in the garden before he can be
arrested “let the Scriptures be fulfilled”. In other words, let God’s will be
done. Jesus is fortified; Jesus is strengthened even despite not having
received an audible answer. And the reason why Jesus is strengthened is because
he knows he has prayed, and he knows the content of his prayer, and he means
the content of prayer, and if it is the Father’s will that he dies, so be it.
“Let Your will be done”.
The
second part is the passion and death proper. We encounter Jesus who seems to
have no support whatever, His disciples have run away, the Sanhedrin have all
condemned him as deserving death. Pilate could not really care less whether he
dies or lives. The people, and the same people whom he probably fed with bread,
whom he healed, whom he made whole are the ones now who shout “crucify him,
crucify him”. And Jesus looks around and wonders whether he is a failure, and
wonders whether all the good that he apparently did has come to naught, whether
all the reaching out and making whole was useless. And even as he hangs on the
cross he knows there is one person, even if human beings are ungrateful, there
is one person who will support him in his hour of need and he turns to his
Father. And the Father is silent. And the Father makes no move whatever to stop
the situation. The Father will not interfere; the Father will not intervene.
The Father seems to be absent from the life of Jesus, and the same Jesus who
could hear his Father’s voice at his baptism calling him beloved son, the same
Jesus who could hear the Father’s voice at the Transfiguration reiterating that
Jesus was beloved son is now a Father who is silent. And this is the hour when
Jesus needs all the support and strength he can get, and there is no one who
can give it to him apparently, not even his Father. And so he turns to his
Father and says “My God, my God why have you abandoned me?” And I want you to
take note of these words. I want you to look now at the crucified Christ. I
want you to go back to those times when you lost hope, when you gave in to
despair, when you felt that God was punishing you, when you felt that God was
not on your side. I want you to go back to those times when you lost faith. I
want you to go back to those times when you behaved as if God was not alive, as
if Jesus never came on this earth, and I want you even as you think those
thoughts to look at the crucified Christ. And if you were to ask this Christ
“Where are those numerous people whom you helped, where are those lepers who
you made whole, where are the blind, the deaf, and the lame and the paralysed,
where are they? When no one stands by you, he will say no one. And you say,
it’s possible that people are ungrateful, it’s possible that people will not
give you thanks. What about those disciples? I can understand that one of them
has betrayed you. What about the other eleven, and especially the ones whom you
were so close to – Peter, James and John, where are they now? And he will say
“I do not know”. And then you turn to him and say human beings by and large
might be ungrateful, they might not remember the good deeds done by someone
else, they might not give thanks for them, but where is your Father – the
Father who loved you, the Father whom you prayed in Gethsemane, the Father who
was constantly walking with you, where is the Father? And he will say, “My God,
my God, why have you abandoned me?” Stay with this for a little while. Let
these words of Jesus sink into your heart.
Before
we can move on to the third aspect, the events immediately after the death of
Jesus, there are two significant events which occur, the first of these is
found in Mk 15:38 in which we are told that the veil of the temple is torn from
top to bottom. A number of interpretations are given to this event, i.e. the
veil which separated the Holy of Holies from the holy place is now no longer in
existence. So God is available 24 x 7, 365 days of the year. That is one
interpretation. A second interpretation that the veil of the temple has been
torn is that God has abandoned the temple; God is no longer in the temple. But
the interpretation which will make sense to us is that God is now visible on
the cross, is that God can now be found on the cross, is that God so loved the
world that he spread his arms in abject surrender when they were crucifying
him. The second event is found in the next verse of Mk 15:39 when the centurion
representing gentiles and unbelievers all over the world, points to the cross
and said, “This man, this crucified Christ, this Christ who spreads his arms on
the cross is indeed Son of God. When Jesus, spoke with his Father, he said to his Father that even if one human
being came back to them, his death would have been worth it, Will you be that
“one” today?
As
we continue our reflection on the passion and death with our brothers and
sisters all over the world, let this event, this historical event be our
consolation and our strength. Let it be hope for us when we carry our own cross
no matter how heavy they might be. That even though the Father might seem
absent, the Father is there.
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